Trying to find the Beauty – Searching for love in grief

Something I try to do amongst the utter shattered heart, the guilt and the pain of losing Poppy is to find the beauty. I have so much to be thankful for to our beautiful, precious girl.

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Thank you for the strongest, purest love you have brought upon us. For bringing our little family even closer together. For giving your sister and brothers a love so fierce and powerful that they tell the world about you and include you in everything they do. They have a compassion and understanding that you alone have taught them.

Trying to find the beauty - Baby loss Quote: You will always be our forever missing piece.

Thank you for giving me strength. Strength to continue each day for Daddy and your sister and brothers. The strength to bring your baby brother into the world. Strength to tell your story and to help others. The strength to cope with losing your Great Nanny just 3 months after handing you over to the angels.

Thank you for bringing so many incredible, selfless people into our lives. Midwives that have stood by our side to this day. Angel Mummy’s who keep me afloat when I’m drowning and even when I’m not. A support team so incredible I will forever be in debt to.

Trying to find the beauty - Baby loss Quote: The greatest gift the baby loss world has given me is a tribe of beautiful, selfless mummas. A tribe so strong that they stand by you n matter what and no matter how much pain they are in. I owe so much to this family of incredible mummy's.

Your story is beautiful yet at the same time breathtakingly heartbreaking. As much as I am thankful for all of this I would swap it in a second for you to be here with me, Daddy, your sister and brothers.

I would love to hear about what you are thankful to your babies for and how you try and find the beauty in your shattered heart. Sara x

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If you need additional support:

Arc – Antenatal results and choices.

Petals – The Baby Loss Counselling Charity.

Tommy’s – Baby Charity – Together, for every baby.

Sands – Stillbirth and neonatal death charity.


Baby Loss Support Links – A dedicated page I have put together of a range of support links.

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